1/14/2012

Dear Diary

When you finnaly think your relationship is going to work out.. when he says he love you when he says he wont be a jerk again... idk why i miss him so bad we never did nothing together... we will see eachother then say ily then leave eachother:P What is this like seriously was i ment to be on earth un happy sad, depresss, tears down my face everyday.. i dont get it..im just wondering why am i always hurt inside i luv this guy but he doesnt seem to love me i did everything to get him back and when i finnaly do .. he be a jerk to me wow i hate my life, i hate my self if  someone would shoot me right now.. i would feel better.. bc everytime i see him i start to tear up yeah ik its a game but i feel like i really knew this person like we was really ment to be... haha i was wrong i guest but you know what dont ever mention his name again to me because i will throw a fit.

Dear diary

1/14/12

haha when i \thought me and anthony could had last, when he said these words to me"Im not going to be a jerk again" he ends up being one wow. what is this why do i deserve to be heart broken every time i find a good bf or one i thought i could work out with.. do me a favor and stop reading this and fuc off.

FUCK MY LIFE

1/14/2012

Yeah i can be a little hard to get, but the true person i love is kevin..
idc what others think i love him when i was with anthony.. i kissed kevin.. yeah i know what you all might think of me a slut.. well not really if you was with anthony you would have to because im pretty sure anthony cheated on me supposely he did with my bestfriend so i guest its only fair and plus i really love kevin he told me he love me to.. 

1/6/2012

Dear diary

Something must havent been right, me and dele dating? um lets see fights almost everyday,him acting strange,seem like we werent suppose to be with eachother and i guest god was telling me soemtimes soem of us think holding on make us stronger but sometimes its letting go and i let go today, he wasnt worth chasing after but someone who was worth chasing after was ™Aηтнσηy★мαЙ   the day we broke up was the day i stoped loving i loved him and i knew deep down inside he felt the same way, bc today we got back together and im happy now ily anthony(:

Dear diary

I cant belive it, Sarah is back... at first when i heard this i thought it was a joke but no its really sarah i missed her all those days, i thought i will never speak to her again but suddenly i did. it must have been a full moon bc dele and me got married on that day and then she came back on that day lol.

well any ways sarah if your reading this ily and dont ever go away so long again its been like 3 months.. or two love you wifey(:

When me and dele got married..

When me and dele got married...

when we got married at first i thought he was joking he got on his knees and said"Britt will you marry me?" i said really? then he said yes so i was shock for the momment and then i said yes c: i couldnt believe it but right at that moment we got dress and got married. Im glad were married i feel like we belong together, i don't care how others feel this is not about how they feel its about what me and dele feel and i feel this is a dream come true. i love dele, i really do, i didn't just date him just so others get mad i really felt in love with him and im happy where together. I also wanted to say thanks if your reading this and you came to the wedding well thanks for coming and supporting me their.