1/14/2012

Dear Diary

When you finnaly think your relationship is going to work out.. when he says he love you when he says he wont be a jerk again... idk why i miss him so bad we never did nothing together... we will see eachother then say ily then leave eachother:P What is this like seriously was i ment to be on earth un happy sad, depresss, tears down my face everyday.. i dont get it..im just wondering why am i always hurt inside i luv this guy but he doesnt seem to love me i did everything to get him back and when i finnaly do .. he be a jerk to me wow i hate my life, i hate my self if  someone would shoot me right now.. i would feel better.. bc everytime i see him i start to tear up yeah ik its a game but i feel like i really knew this person like we was really ment to be... haha i was wrong i guest but you know what dont ever mention his name again to me because i will throw a fit.

Dear diary

1/14/12

haha when i \thought me and anthony could had last, when he said these words to me"Im not going to be a jerk again" he ends up being one wow. what is this why do i deserve to be heart broken every time i find a good bf or one i thought i could work out with.. do me a favor and stop reading this and fuc off.

FUCK MY LIFE

1/14/2012

Yeah i can be a little hard to get, but the true person i love is kevin..
idc what others think i love him when i was with anthony.. i kissed kevin.. yeah i know what you all might think of me a slut.. well not really if you was with anthony you would have to because im pretty sure anthony cheated on me supposely he did with my bestfriend so i guest its only fair and plus i really love kevin he told me he love me to.. 

1/6/2012

Dear diary

Something must havent been right, me and dele dating? um lets see fights almost everyday,him acting strange,seem like we werent suppose to be with eachother and i guest god was telling me soemtimes soem of us think holding on make us stronger but sometimes its letting go and i let go today, he wasnt worth chasing after but someone who was worth chasing after was ™Aηтнσηy★мαЙ   the day we broke up was the day i stoped loving i loved him and i knew deep down inside he felt the same way, bc today we got back together and im happy now ily anthony(: